I'd like to say "thank you" for breaking up with me that time it helped me a lot to realize how much I loved you.Though hurt but worthful I still remembered every words you'd said,it all stucked in my head and I couldn't erase it out of my brain.Since then,I had been thinking about not forgive you for what you'd done to me,but I couldn't do it.It was all messed up,it was also my fault for not taking a goo care of you.Sorry that I had tested you alot,it looked like I was playing with your feelings.I did it just because I wanted to make sure that you will really love me.I know saying sorry won't bring you back that time before I could give it to you,we fought and broke up.I was shocked and hurt probably too hurt.Everyday blaming myself for not being good enough to make you stay with longer.Saying those stupid excuses wouldn't change anything.