Everything is on schedule and there’s homework. It’s easier to go to school for 30 years. They say learning pop songs is important and language is considered very important. If you don’t improve but you’re pretty they tell you to stay underwater and hold your breath for 5 minutes and make you sit in a V and drop basketballs on your stomach when you breathe. I wanted to go to school and eat and hang out with friends so I cried a lot. During counsel time if you say you want to do those things, they say if you want to do that, you can leave. It’s been a while and I used to think becoming a singer was my only path and I would die if I couldn’t be one, but now that I quit, I feel like I’m fine not going that path. In fact, I feel better. Its’s been a while but still I can’t forget those days.”