Of course, people that know, know. It’s a site where methods of suicide are recorded and where you can find company to commit suicide together with.
I was one of those lost such a website.
Not because I wanted to kill myself. Rather I was tempted by death itself.
I simply despaired of this world.
I received simple bullying. It wasn’t something so straightforward. It was the malicious type of ignoring. In class, at lunch, even on my way home, I was alone. Because they had already used violence against me directly in elementary school this was any better?
I’m learning kendo and aikido now. I didn’t like being bullied so I started during elementary school. I became considerably strong, therefore the guys that used to beat me up left me alone.
They were a miserable bunch. Even if they were compensating with violence, because they can’t win they simply ignore me.
Well, I despised them too, so there was no way we could get along.