Paraphrase
The speaker of the poem has ended a relationship that she had and is now trying to "bury" that love so as not to remember it anymore
She is not very sad about the ended love and does not plan to grieve much
Because the man that she was so in love with was not completely who she thought he was and he lied to her without her knowing.
The speaker does not plan on revisiting past memories of this love because she knows that they are not joy-filled memories. She is ready to live her life filled with joy and take life as it comes.
In the days she plans on being happy and enjoying her life.But at night when she is alone and no one will know she will cry for the love that ended.