It is plain and simple why I am suffering this condition, it is because I have not been taking the time to care for myself as I try to do for others. It is known and understood to me, yet I never fail to act upon that knowledge, or change my course of action. You see... at some point in everyones' lives, events occur that will cause you to shift your way of thinking. Some of these events, such as in my case, are the introduction of a person into your life. We can take, for example, my Mistress, or the kitsune. There are a few others, of course.