Good night Khan.
Tonight I am very sad.
My Mum cry lots because her brother have a heart attack.
I worry for my Mum. She cry and then I cry. ........She talk to me for a long time with my Dad. Now I worry so much for my Family and very hard because I just move to Alice Springs and I live over 2,000 km away from my Family.
I have no friends in Alice Springs.
I am so busy with my work. I am really struggling to handle my life now. Very frustrating and difficult time in my life.
Khan. I think you are a very special girl and I do not want you to think I forget you.
I look at your pics everyday. I think about you lots. I just want to help you so much.
Please try not to think I not care.
I do care. Lots.
I organise my holidays today with my work company and I visit Thailand at the start of March.
I really hope I can see you and take you to a nice Restaurant.
I just want more free time to talk to you and help you with English lessons.
My life is just so hard and complicated now.
I hope you understand.
I talk to my Dad on Skype and I talk to him about you again. I talk to my Parents about you lots. And I respect you so much Khan. Please .... Remember. I never ever forget you.
I just wish to talk to you more.
Take care and sweet dreams Khan.
I will try not to show weakness to you but I just tell you what happen with my Mother. I am sorry I cry. But I miss my Mum so much because she cry and cry.
And now I do not know if I make the correct decision to move to Alice Springs because my family is so far away.
Take care Khan.