May you become peaceful again. You are very special, Marou. You know? What you just said makes me feel very happy, because it comes from your heart and it is not affected by anger. It makes me also feel much more lighter, because I know now that me instead, I might not always have acted from the heart....I am still learning....I am sorry. I just want you to know how much I respect you as a human being and how much good I received from you, without ever having had the feeling or lightest pressure that you want something back. It's because you are humble and loving. Be happy my friend.