Ok... Here's the thing... I have been an idiot tonight... We are both frustrated at our situation... I AM SCARED OF LOSING THIPPY FROM MY LIFE.... You are such a good good person and beautiful woman... I WISH YOU BELIEVE ME - often you do not.
I feel pressure for no job - you don't give me pressure - please believe me, please.
I want to go out with you AND MEET OTHER PEOPLE.... believe me please.
My action tonight pushes you away, not brings you closer.... I am sorry.