you had better take a rest and enjoy a vacation. it is good for your health. please don't take all you are effort to work if you don't want to be a workaholic. you are luck having a good job and your alone happy.well i cherish anyone who is ready to be with you. don't worry me. that girl`s left means she is not the right one. so i should go on waiting and searching. best wishes to you. take care yourself. if there is any chance please enjoy you are free time and leave the work out of your mind.