i happy to meet you too. i want to be friends with you and its good to make many friends as loneliness can be a very horrible experience . i am sorry to hear thay your husband die and i think it must be the most terrible experience when your partner dies.
But life must go on and i agree that by making friends it substistutes the loneliness and meeting people will be very good for you.
No one is perfect in life and we all have our problems.i agree with you that sincerity honesty is so important in a relationship and without that a marriage or relationship is doomed for failure.
you keep well and i hope to hear from you soon