Darling really l do not know how to express the conflicting emotions that have surged like a storm through my heart all this days long mainly today, l have been walking as if am the owner of the world. l only know that first and foremost in all my thoughts has been the glorious confirmation you gave me last mail and as we are talking on phone in the evening of your country tim- without effort, unconsciously, of course- of all l have ever thought of your mind and heart.