I don't know why I am sending this e-mail....
My feelings are true and there was no lie in it. Yes, I did have lover, but she is now gone. When I first met you, we were on a break. I apologize for tricking you. I hate that I met you in such a way. If I met you only a month later, it would have been no problem. But I also didn't want to risk losing someone as great as you.