Shafi said: When I was in the village the atmosphere is entirely different. You come out of the village. You see all the bright lights; you beging to sense the matertialistic civilization around you. And I forgot about my religion and my commitments in the sense that you had to pray. But not to the extent of going out and doing nasty things like taking girls and drinking and gambling and drugs. I didn't lose my faith. I simple forgot to pray , forgot responsibilities. Just losing myself. I got nothing firm in my framework. I just floating around and didn't know my direction.