[Verse:]
It's been a whole year and a half now, time flys
It was like yesterday I was wipin my eyez
From criez of you leaving my life
But I realize, why cry, when you in paradise
Don't get me wrong I still miss you to this day
And I wish you could witness your lil cousin on the stage
But some things change, it's the way thingz go
21st birthday, probably got your wing and halo
But you've always been an angel in disquise
And now slim, you an angel in the skies
I, sit bak and put your picture to the side,
Close my eyez, with my head up high, I reminisce your life
Thinkin bout the times we had way bacc, we were wreccless
Flashbaccs to the past ain't as bad as I expected
But you anit gone, you just live int he sky
Cause you had one life to live and you were to sicc to die
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[Verse:]
A boy, how you livin up in heaven cuhz
Even tho you ain't here, you know that we still sendin love
And I know you stayin true up here
Cuhz I look outside, the sky is blue up there
And I can't wait to see you up there
And I'm through with tears but that don't mean I don't miss u
I'm still witchu kid, you know I will alwayz be
I hope you see what I'm doin cuhz you'd be proud of me
Recall the night I gave you a ride in my car
You said keep rhymin and in no time you'll be a star
Well you don't know this but I took that to the heart
And I used those words to motivate me to get this far
And now I'm doing big thangs like you said I could
I know I'm gonna make it one day cuhz you said I could
Cause if I want it bad enough, it'll end up good
N you supported me, one of the few that understood
And I don't this you understand how much you meant to me
But things happen fo a reason, this was meant to be
Cause now ain't nothin hard fo you, you livin heavenly
And since we know life goes on, I hope you rest in peace
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[Verse:]
A Slim, you werent like anybody else
Whe I called for you, you never hesitated to help
So, the day you left I can't express how I felt
And it hurts to talk to you cause it's like talkin to myself
But I know you hear me, loud and clear
Cause the only thing between us is the clouds and air
But I still shed a tear like every now and then
But at least it's gettin a lil better now and then
And yeah the family gettin better now too
But trust me ain't nobody will forget about you
Man I can't wait to see you again
Tell great grand daddy I said hi, I know you with him
And our great uncle too the one that past from cancer
I know u up there with them now happy as ever
Not to mention your sister you lost when you were younger
Who woulda thought a few years later you'd be together
Haha I'm done mournin your death I'm celebration ya life
Whenever darkness falls, eventually it getz bright
So I'm a make it through now yeah I'll manage
By the way I don't love you to death, I love you past it