Nicha, I am sorry too and you asked me, I have always told you the truth. I could have said nothing to you and come to Thailand and spend 2-3 weeks with you making love and then just leave you. I respect and care for you too too much to consider doing that. You will always be a princess to me and I will always have a special place in my heart for you and your family. I am sorry that I have made a very selfish decision but think in the long term it will prove to be a good decision for both of us
I have come to the point where I have to be true also to myself in saying I do not want any more children to raise whether they were mine or someone else. Cherry is a beautiful child and she deserves a young and loving father in her life
Stay safe my Nichaaon, I will always care about you. Rob