Hi Joome
I just came home after field trip in Oregon USA. I also had time to think about our relationship. I really think I will be to stressed to start over again with kids and responsibilities for another child. I this case your lovely son. Also I have had time to think about support your lovely mother. I relize that I'm not in that position. I really thought about it and we talked about it but I come now to conclusion that I will just put us in a bad situation. I love you as a very sweet, beutiful, caring wonderful woman. Maybe you feel you waste time on me and I waste time on you, but I'm greatful for letting me now you. You gave me a lesson about Thai culture and what you expect from a man and marriage. I feel sad and I guess you will be sad, maybe angry but this is best way instead of that I come down to visit you and we find this out in Thailand. You must continue to search for the perfect match for you and I will just take a break with relations. I'm ok as lonely man for a while. Maybe I go to Internet date next year but for now it's over.
I hope you see this is best to take this decision now instead of in December. I wish you all luck and a lovely partner for you who will gently take care of you as a real man. You are so pretty face too. I never will forget your sweet face/eyes and smile.
Wish you all the best and...I'm so sorry that I'm hurting you!! But it would be worse waiting.
Warm hug and I wish you and your whole family all luck in the world!
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