I became afraid of meeting him.
To be living under him for who knows how long made me afraid.
I was anxious and couldn't sleep, and I woke up in the middle of the night many times.
Each time, Ruijerd-san would console me.
He would place me on his lap, then he would tell me stories from the past while looking at the night sky.
There were many sad stories, but for some reason I was able to relax and sleep peacefully.