“Everyone thinks that you are perfect and that I should forgive you, including my parents and even Luca! I feel so alone, because no one understands my feelings. Yes, I ran away because I couldn’t deal with it. I went through one heartbreak and I couldn’t deal with another in such a short amount of time. My mind shut out all my emotions. I couldn’t yell nor cry to get the pain off my chest because of what you did to me! You made me numb, you took away my happiness, my joy and now even my loved ones” I yelled as more hot tears rolled down my cheeks. I hugged my knees tighter and continued to sob silently. “Olive, I never meant to do this to you, I promise. I only wanted to make you happy, but I have failed miserably. I will never forgive myself for blackmailing you and for hurting you, because seeing you hurt breaks my heart. I only wanted to be close to your family and Luca, because I was missing you so badly. They were the only people who kept me sane during the past 6 months. You don’t know how much I have struggled without you and how much I have restrained myself from taking my private jet and go looking for you. I wanted to give you your space and I hoped that you would forgive me once some time had passed. I promise you that I have changed. I have learned my lessons. I’ll make you happy and I’ll love you with all my heart, just give me one chance to prove it to you. Olive, I beg of you…please give me another chance, I really can’t live without you” he said. I knew he was crying, because I could hear it in his voice.
[Neymar’s POV]
She was shaking badly and she kept on crying. I hated seeing her like this, because it hurt my heart. I wanted to wrap her in my arms and comfort her, but I knew she wouldn’t let me. I’ve never realized how much I had hurt her, until today. I felt so horrible, I just wanted to punch myself in the face. My plan 1 of being romantic and charming had miserably failed. So this was plan 2, beg and cry for forgiveness.
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