When i was in grade 9, it was the first time i fall in love, but it's too young i don't think that's love. I don't know how it happens. I just want to tell everyone who is falling in love that when we fall in love, that is very memorable. "Love" unusual happens because of sex, but... It's because of understanding and feeling. At first, I knew him because he is my junior. We met together but we were far because we had to study.
Well, our love is not depend on seeing, we got together by calling on the phone many hours in everyday. That's not ridiculous, we could say something that we dare not to on the phone, that made us feeling love, but it's too long story even though in the short time. He and I had to study, he had moved to study in Nong Khai province. After that, we didn't forgot to get in touch, but it's not always like before. I don't know how he is there, but I just want him to know I miss him so much. We don't forget each other. But... I was waiting him for 3 years and not looking on other guys although there's many guys courted me. But finally I'm careless, because we don't meet each other in this pass time until now. Since I was 15 until 21, it's too long. Now I want to tell him I miss him so much, never forget him, still missing him. I don't know how he is now, but every time I heard his name be called I would try to look on their face immediately. Until now I don't know is it my first love? I just know when I have not see him, I'm so falling down.
Maybe that's because of time, the happy time was passed rapidly and always faster than our feelings. And sometimes we forget that we need to accept the truth. But no matter what happens, I'm not oblivious the great memorial that can make me smile when I run on it. Although that guy is not right beside me anymore.