really really sorry to hear that.. a little bit surprised.. now i'm also feeling sad cause now i can understand ur feeling very well..i don't know how to give advice to u.. actually. just hoping the situation will be getting better..and just want to say once again always i beside you. thus if i can do something for u, pls feel free to let me know cause i'm ur teerak, i want to do something if i can.. anyway tonight so late already.. pls take enough rest, don't think too much tonight anymore, u have enough time to consider from now on, ne.