I'm sorry that you feel that way, I really love you, you are a good love for me, every word I tell you I'm honest with you, I want to be with you forever, I never joke. I'm waiting for you to come see me and we'll be together, we will be happy together, I beg you, please do not leave me some of that communication that I talk to, you might have two people misunderstanding or. guilty because I did not understand English at all makes me wrong and make you understand me wrong.