At first was for me very difficult with my decision but with the time I think today I feel better than at the beggining. And it is normally, that you have mixed feelings. And the women are a bit diffrent from men, women are more emotional than men. Men are practical people, but emotional also, but less emotional than us. For women knowledge results from feeling. I can understand your decision, but the difference lies in the fact, that you want to change continent. I'm still in the same country, although I change place. But the trip to my family home is almost 20 hours (with the train). Is't the cheapest option. I hope you and he will be fine and therefore I wish you well. If you feel something bad, write to me.I won't let anyone hurt you.