I completely understand your predicament and how hard it must be for you.
I am sorry for disturbing you with this, i see you as Alex's mother now, i guess that is why i thought to ask for your help. And i can assure you, I would not ask for your help if this wasn't important and if I didn't consider you as family. I would never have asked if I didn't need it. And it took a whole lot of courage to ask you for this.