Pim,
I want you to know that in our 30 days together, if you ever feel sad about your daughter or about anything and want to cry - it is OK, I will hold you until you feel better. When wife is sad, her husband must hold her, understand and make her smile again. We all want to cry some times. Men cry too. Only lairs and machines do not cry.
The 30 days together will be an emotional time together. There will be much emotion.
I do worry you will cry when I have to leave BKK and fly home. It will make me not want to leave you - even if I have too. I worry if you start - I will ry too ! But hopefully they will be happy tears - we will be happy knowing we are married and stating our life - even if we have to start away from each other at the start.
I want you in my life until I die. I want to sign with you to show my love for you. To love and take care of you.
For now we must wait until 24th to meet - but every day that goes past is another day nearer to each other.
I will never leave you Pim, or desire another, sleep with another, or endanger our relationship in any way deliberately. If we have a problem - we just hug - and try again . OK ?
And never be jealous, Pim. Maybe your friends will be jealous of you ? You should be confident I could walk into a room full of women and still leave on my own. You cannot fully love someone if you get jealous too easy at silly things - jealousy leads to hate, and hate ends relationships. So, please never be jealous and know you are loved fully in return.
Your ever loving husband Richard.