Eric, I apologize for saying that hurt mind you last night. I'm conscious of my morning whether I'm stupid and you so sad. I'm lying, you are perfect man and wonderful man and good man always sure that you are amazing father that is, I apologize if my words it hurt your feelings and mind. I'm just a fool myself because I don't want to fail I just to be my filling it strong. For a friend relationship. I not ready. I want to more time. When I'm ready I will come back as good friends as ever. I promised that I would not mention say good bye for you. I still promise, but right now I just want to love myself came back. I love David my love cute boy. Please sometime take a picture of him send to me. I just finished reading you do not want any reply for me.