today I was not in the house here, I was with family, that,s wy I could not awnser you at the time dear..but you sleep already, is oke love...I hope you can waight for me,antil it is august 8.. because I have ticket now with me and there is no way back now ...I have to come to you what ever happend...I have great trust in you honey that you waight for me this last weeks..I have understand a little the bangkok city..a lot of people there ofcorse, a lot of traffic in the streets...you bring me to the save and quiet places darling, I trust you, and in the first place I have come to learn you ofcorse...maybe I have a little fear about we can not talk very well ,and not do understand each other..I think we have speak with ower hearts and eyes..I hope also you will let me to hold your hand,when we are alone honey..because I mis the warm and the touch of a female hand on me for a long time beeing,but when you feel alright in your mind I feel good also dear..there is a dutch saying, it say,s 'it,s all in the mind" you understand baby? oke let us talk to morrow on skype honey, when you wil see me in the morning ,I,m wake up on 6.00 am you know, it,s 11.00 am Thai time, is that oke to you? just see you for a short moment for a good daystart ,maybe oke?..now I have go to sleep as wel honey see you soon (kiss)