As I stepped in, I was greet by my mother "so, how was school?". "It was ok..." I weakly answered her.
She actually could realize it wasn't the case. She opened her mouth ready to ask something, but then closed it again after meeting with my eyes; she knew I wasn't ready yet to talk about it. I excused myself and went toward my room without any word.
Once in my room, I fell directly on my bed with my eyes ready to cry again. I silently let go of all the tears until I was satisfied.
After eating dinner, I excused myself and went into my room for a sleep. "I think I should rest for now..." I though to myself "I will see what to do tomorrow...". With that, I lay on the bed and went to sleep. That was a very long night.
The morning, I was awaken by a pain in my chest. I was an unusual one. It hurted so much I screamed loud enough as Yukiho and my parents ran into my room in panic.
"What's wrong?" they were really concerned. "My chest... my chest hurts..." I tried to explain, still with that unbearable pain. My father quickly called a taxi and I was sent directly at the hospital. Of course, I fell unconscious on the trip due to the pain.
When I regained conscience, the first thing I saw was an unusual ceiling. It wasn't my room anymore. I watched around and saw I was in a blue pajama, lying on a hospital bed. There were two other patients resting on the other beds.
"What happened? Why am I here?". As I was trying to remember what happened, my mother entered the room. "Honoka, how are you? You really scared us, you know." she was really concerned.
"I'm sorry, mom... I..." I couldn't find the right words.
We were interrupted by a young man. He wore a white coat. He must be a doctor. "Ah, you're awake, miss. How do you feel right now?" he asked.
"I-I'm fine..." I answered weakly."Good! You will have to pass some test later, I will prevent you." "Thank you, doctor!" my mother thanked him. Right after that, the young man bowed at us and leaved the room.
That was four hour since I had the test. I was waiting on a bed, bored of the TV. I tried to change my mind by reading a magazine but no effect. Then, I just closed my eyes and counted.
Finally, my mother entered the room after i counted until 2000.
"Can you stand up?" she asked. "Yes, I can!" I answered. "Then, come with me." she had a really serious look on her face. I silently followed her until we reach an office.
As we entered in, we were greed by a young woman, Yukiho and my father sitting around a table. My mother pointed at a chair, so I sat in too as she took place next to me.
"So, let's begging..." said the woman "After taking the test, it is revealed some abnormality about your body condition..." She explained us as I nodded in agreement.
She just turned around the discussion, and then finally, she said it. "After analyzing your results, we came to a conclusion... You are going to die...". "I-I see..." that was all I could say. I watched my parents. They were looking down. They must have been told sooner.
I looked down after looking at them. I knew the woman was now trying to explain things but I couldn't focus on her words anymore. That meeting fell like eternity.
After the meeting ended, we were sent back home.
That night, they cooked all the thing I likes. I forced myself to smile for them... but deep inside, I was cursing myself for being this hypocrite. After dinner, I went into my room.
Not long after, I heard someone knocking at the door. "You can come in!" I said as Yukiho entered squeezing a pillow. "May-May I sleep with you, tonight?" she shyly asked.