My thinking is simple. Solve the problem.
Get a simple job first. Work anywhere. Just get some money to live.
Work McDonald's if you have to.
At the same time, look for proper job. When you get the job you want quit McDonald's.
This way, you can stop expenses from worrying you.
Remember, worry cannot solve problems.
You must do something to solve the problem.
It's only money, small matter. Just work, and you can solve it.
Forget about face. Money more important.