i love haruhi but i would be happier if hikaru could love someone and expand his world even if i already knew this was the answer long ago....breaking apart will probably be lonely i thought that it would be good if our current relationship could last forever but i know if this continues hikaru will never fird happiness i pretend to be mature to be a person who understand others... but in reality i am still the same as before incompatible like a spoiled child who depends on hikaru more that anyone else