I still silly and crazy, continue to live like this. (But it's worth it that comes with a kiss of my girlfriend. In the morning, before she go to work.)
Because I know my mother. She hates homosexuality. She's very fucking hate it. (Even a rainbow symbol, she still hate it.)
So now is a confession.
I was a liar could not reveal the true for people who love me most. Without any condition
I was a liar, addictive this pain. To feel something, I was looking for.
I am emptiness , hollow one.
(p.s. English is not my first language)