Finally, finally, got the cpap. Even with the correct label info, they had to search for it because it was there so long. I was so relieved to get it as I think it will help with my sleep. It was stupid of me to think that I could go without it. Packed everything, much that I didn't need really, but, left the one expensive thing that was a practical necessity. Duhh!
Thank you so much for sending it and then being patient with my nagging you for completed email information.
I doing better these days with adapting here. I'm kind of been accepted into a group of gringos (farang) at the gym where I work out, even though I'm pretty different from them, (pretty different from a lot of people). Tomorrow a group of us will be going to a food place where another Ecuadorian guy who's a chef at that place will be cooking for us. So, I'm not totally isolated.
I do miss you a lot. I know you miss me too. Sometimes I doubt the decision to leave Thailand, largely because I became so connected to you. I'd like for you to come here. But, I also understand you may not want to because us being apart again will be hard for both of us. Plus, in the end, I have so little money comparatively saved after I take out the amount I've saved for Devin, that I just can't afford to pick up the tab on you trip here. I hope you made a good deal of income from you Dad's place so you could consider coming if you want. I'd love to have you and I think you'd really like coming to see Ecuador.
Devin has been up and down and has been isolating himself. I worry about him quite a bit and am planning on going to the States or having him come down here in April. We'll see how things go.
I'm still waiting for word on my residency. This waiting is nerve racking.
Hope you and your son are doing well.
Thank you so much again for going through all the hassle related to the cpap. And, thanks for sending me the scarf. It will remind me of you when I wear it.
Love and miss you,