Okay so the last few days have been pretty rough I admit cant even concentrate when I am at work because it is on my mind so much, anyways *rant warning* So I don't really have enough time in the day to talk to anyone else and I really do not talk to anyone else ever, But what is wrong is when I know I haven't done anything wrong but accuse me of it with actually no evidence what so ever- oh wait there is no evidence because I haven't done anything I haven't talked to anyone else either! I am an honest guy and what you see is what you get and I like to think I can keep my words and promises. I guess need to learn to trust me more and stop thinking about some things that I have done in the past- look this was the past and i don't think its very relevant now also why would i ruin what i have now just for talking to someone else, this seems to make no sense to me to be honest. I don't feel caught out or guilty or anything it feels like i am a honest person on trial at court or something. I only talk to Amp and close friends in the day and that is it- final i don't have time for anyone else not even time enough for my friends these days because im so busy with work. Yeah i admit im not proud of my past but i think i deserve a clean break here. Love you