I am OK, but really want to see you. Yes you would need to stop work long term, but once you get to the USA, you could do some work to send money to help your son and I would work more to help out as well. I miss you and don't want to loose you!!
Ploy, I need to tell you my feelings. I am very hurt that you write only about tiwce a week. I dont know if I am still wanted enought that you want me to come to see you again. It sounds as though your family does not like the idea that you are with a farang. I thought I have told you that I will support you. If we can't talk then we can't comunicate to each other with what is going on. I am also sad that it seems there are things that I should know about but you are not telling me very much, little here and a little there. I really love you but if we cant talk then there is not much we can to to work things out. I felt a very good bond with you when we saw each other, and I know that if we are togther that we can work things out. I don't like to be sad or hurt but I am. I feel left out in the cold. I wish we could talk so I might feel a little better and maybe unsderstand what is going on with you and your concerns.
I sned you my love and hugs and kisses. (inlove) (kiss) (lips) (hug)