If Hitogami hadn't said anything, or else if Hitogami had said to "Go".
I have the feeling that the probability that I would have "stayed" would be high.
I've had rebellious feelings towards the Hitogami after all, and it might be about the same weight as things with Sylphy on that scale.
In that case, I'm sure I wouldn't have just done something irresponsible.
For example, I might have tried to dispatch Ruijerd, Badigadi, or otherwise Zoldat.