How are you feeling today and how was your night i hope you slept well? I don't know how to approach this to you, every day I fight a battle with myself, my heart says I should tell you how I feel, but my head tells me not to be stupid that it would just cause damage to our friendship and that you wouldn't be interested.
I know that there is probably very little I can say to change your mind either way; I am not totally discounting the possibility that the way I feel about you could be reciprocated, but as I have very little luck in this area in the past my hopes are fairly small.I wanted to put into words my feelings in the hopes that although you may never see the words in writing or even hear them from my lips that you would still know that I care deeply for you, I feel that given the chance this could turn into more, but I guess that will depend on you and how you feel about me.But I fear that it will not turn out the way I hope but I pray that it does.you may never know the true extent of my feelings although I would imagine you have some suspicions.
I can't pinpoint what exactly it is that makes me feel that you do have some feelings towards me. Maybe it's due to the way that when I talk to you,or may be because i think you really care about me.I wish I could vocalize my feelings to you but my fear prohibits me so much I think that by the time I finally gain the courage. I just want to protect you so much. I wish you would open up to me and let me in to your life. I know it wouldn't be easy but I still believe that I could be good for you, I know I may not be the best looking man, you know, and I don't have much to offer , all I could offer you is my heart and soul.
This may be a crush or infatuation but I swear to you that it does not feel like it, as I have had crushes before but never really felt the kinds of emotions I do for you.I hope that if I can muster the courage to tell you how I feel, that whatever your feelings, it will turn out okay and that at the very least we can be good friends, but I long for so much more. Our road to friendship has been a little less then traditional but for some reason it worked for us. I know you will always be there for me and that's one of the reasons I think I may be falling for you.I know you do not have time for a relationship right now and that you may even be scared to commit to me, but I am patient. I will be by your side regardless of my status with you. I have never felt so connected to a person in my life; I love talking to you Mainly I wanted you to know I will wait for you. I don't need fancy gifts or 100% of your time, all I need is to know you care, and you do that already. I love your inspirational and comforting words and I want to say thank you for everything. I have loved you as my friend for some time and I would cherish the chance to love you even more
Thinking About you
Brian.
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