Youtube really helps~
I dont have much money to study english at language schools as well. When i was younger,my dad hated english so much.He told every person in the house not to listen to english songs or even say something in english or u can say;english was not allowed in my house(But chinese was excluded). I always got punished every time my dad hears me listen to english songs.
I think you're so much lukier than me! well , keep working ,no worries and things will turn good~