My dear
I am thinking about you today and everything going on around me. I want you to know how much I sincerely appreciate you. You means so much to me no matter what. And truly seems like i have known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that our love will only grow stronger.
I felt sad for having a little delay here and not being with you today being Saturday 17th as i planned. I have missed my flight and hope i can fly down to see you by next week. I will let you know the new date because i have to settle everything here,get my contract fund release to me before coming to see you. Do not worry about me. Everything gonna be fine soon.
I want to tell you exactly what happened to me,and all i am going through here. As i briefly told you in the email. The contract Cheque was release to me but i need to open account here so that i can cash out the money. I went to the bank yesterday and was told to pay 5,700 Pounds for the opening of the account which i did paid. And i was told to come back this morning. Now the Bank told me that the cheque will be ready for cash out on Tuesday next week 20th May.
But i must pay to the Central Bank Non Residential fees and transfer charges. Total money to pay is 6% of the contract fund in cheque which is 578,500 pounds. The 6% is 34,710 Pounds. I did not expect this and i have paid some charges earlier. I have used up my credit cards. And now i do not have this money with me. I also can not access my bank in UK from here. I have tried to withdraw money from my account but could not access it.
My mom will transfer some money to me,and i have contacted two of my friends too. Hopefully i can get all the cash and pay them by Monday. Then cash out my money on Tuesday and be on my way to see you. I am trying my possible best to get this cash.
Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you are the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I have truly been blessed by finding you and I will never let you go. I know you might not feel well upon reading this mail but i hope you can understand my situation and try to do me a little favour. If only we could trust each other, i believed we can join hands together to solve our problems.
It may sometimes seem that we are forever worrying, learning lessons, suffering pain, and facing challenges. But we must try to remember that the fertilizer that helps us "grow" is in those valleys, not on the mountain tops. During the times that we feel scared and confused, we will always end up wiser and we will grow more from the experiences. We will understand more about people and life, become more sensitive, and we will be able to enjoy life more after we go through the hard times.
Dear,We have to experience sadness so that we may better measure joy. Life has a way of balancing the sorrow with the joy, the disappointments with the hope, and the emptiness with the meaning. I do hope you are able to realize that even though things look cloudy right now, they will get better soon. Just remember that it takes rain to make rainbows, lemons to make lemonade, and sometimes it takes difficulties to make us stronger and better people. If you hang in there, you will see that the sun will shine again soon ... you will surely see..
My dear, to be honest i am lacking words. Do you know that i couldn't sleep last night and at 03.30 am,i woke up to cry to God about the whole of this and all i could tell Him was for his will to be done. I have missed you dear and I am very much ready to be with you if you give me the chance and accept me the way i am. I am very much willing to support you in whatever kind of plan you want us to accomplish in future. Let us be strong and join hands together to make a better future.
Sincerely,