I meet one man through a social network I know him about early August. We talked for a little time and we agreed as lovers. In my opinion I think this guy is smart, beautiful smile, nice looking guy and cute. He is not the same as the other guy that I ever talk. I think the reason that's enough for the reason why I love him just in little time. But I don't know he love and serious with me much really or not. He likes to disappear not contact me for a long time. He told me that he would marry me I do not know whether it will happen or not. Everyday I waiting for him come to me in Thailand and wait he had engaged me. I want have family with him, i wants to have children with him. I told mother my sisters and friends that he would come get me married, he will buy saree to me, But did you know that my friend told me that I was deceived to love deceived to hope that never come true. You know, I'm feel bad to those words. Every day I asked him at all time that "do you love me is real?". But he's annoyed that I ask him too often, so I regret the hurt. So now, I can not do any thing beside wait for him to come to me to prove what he has promised me.