what believed that there was something bigger greater more for me I had no idea that it would take the form that it is taken that I would be calm on a person on television that I would do all the things that I've done because obviously when I was growing up there was nobody like me on television
I just believe that there was something more
and I was always cognizant I'll what that more was and what you will find is it that at different times in your life call will be different for some people they know from the time that they were you know old enough to speak what it is they wanted to do I didn't know that I had no idea for the longest time
I was looking around me and trying to feel my way through
what felt like the right thing