My love, it is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this especially this few days it just becomes too much to bear. I cannot sleep last night from thinking about you. Thinking of you really gave meaning to my life and I can see the reason loving myself again since you came into my life, thanks so much for coming into my life I just have to tell you, My dear, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions but when you looks under it, you must find out the reasons.