you surely are my unique lover and the unique person who I am sure loves me for what I am. I want to be yours and to be your wife one day but I have problems. I can't say openly that I am with you otherwise I will really have great problems here because it's forbidden to be gay or lesbian.
I am still not lesbian Kwan, I am not attracted to women I basically hate women but I love you for all that you are I love your smile and love your sharp eyes I love your mind and your body as well I wanna be yours my dear and I really wanna love you and be with you but I have to wait until I come to your country I can't say that I am with a tomboy for the moment this will create hassle to me.
I love you darling never forget this.