She is good for me. Many downsides but in the end what use is cash in the coffin. And I genuinely believe we have a plan. And may I dare say it a future. That in self is worth the entrance money Chuck's.... Not in the last 15 years did I ever dreamed I had that.
If it works great
If it fails then I'm poorer
Its my 2nd chance of happiness
Though like I've said not to stupid proportions.
It's in the lap of the gods. I will give it my best shot.