I don't find your sentences.
That you say what you want me to be, what you want I feel like such as a robot.
But as far as I can remember. You want to make me stronger.
strong for what? strong from your silence?
strong from escape the problems? that you always did or not.
This is not make sense for me.
What is right is,
If you have a fever or illness. Or if you are experiencing difficulties in life.
If you suffer with these things. All this is not a problem for me, that will patient
and strong give for you, make sense than or not?