I DO understand, but just because you are fat DOES NOT mean you are not pretty or sexy, okay sweetie? Don't listen to the media who all fuss over skinny size zero women. Real men don't want women like that!I'm sorry that you went through such pain regarding your Parents, but it will eventually make you a stronger and better person, okay?Right now I'm sending you this message as I have my breakfast and get ready for work.Bren