You don't make sense. And when I ask for an explanation you don't have one. You say "IDK". You just don't know what you want. Perhaps you're scared. Scared to be in a relationship. Especially with someone like me. You are unsure. And I understand that. it would be a mutual feeling. But I was willing to go past my wall on the off chance it would work out. sure there's a communication breakdown but I felt we could go past that. I figured it would be an obstacle sure, but one we could get past. I guess you weren't as willing to go the mile as I was. but it's whatever. Your decision and I won't try to dissuade you. Have a nice life, and I hope you eventually find what you're looking for.