So you guys... usually I am not the type of person who publishes things on my Facebook that feel sad or unsettling... but I feel that this is something some of my friends may care about and I am simply not able to write everyone that might be interested. So for the past couple of days I had visited the hospital and several specialists and it turns out I have a "thing" located in the right side of my throat and probably there is some more if you dig a little deeper. I don't know how far it has spread or what it is exactly ... I just know that on Monday they will operate on me for the first time to find out what it is and how it has affected the rest of my throat. I will be staying at the hospital for a couple of days and I don't really know what will happen after that. If i will be able to go home, if there will be another operation, I will see. I just wanted to let you know this because I probably won't leave another entry for a little while and i didn't want to scare anyone. And I probably won't reply to many messages I will receive because sometimes I am just like that, sometimes I just need some space and silence. So if you write to me and I don't respond please don't see it as a mean gesture. It just means that I will need some time. I am very thankful for many of you guys that I met and that I am friends with on here... sometimes it truly makes the difference to know that there are people who care about you. Family, friends, colleagues - it's all valuable and very important.