Beau I have not as you seem to think had a line of women through my house at al but I don't think you will ever believe me and that up to you. I am sad that you seem to find it necessary to push me way, as have said I really do like you and accept you as you are but I don't think you can do that with me, you can not seem to accept that people have a PAST, and accept it and just look at the future. I think for you is easer to be alone as you have been that way for so long its how you feel comfortable. But at time to want to have some one but get scared when you start to get closer, and that normal but you need to get over that if not with me then find some one you can because it's get harder the older you get, it really does and before you know it its all to late.