Dear Friend,
Thank you for your message and please pass my regards to Father also for his time and effort.
I believe you may know my style already. When I trust people, I trust till the end. I even believed Sicha and Bokeo people until they almost killed me 555.
When I stayed alone last week, I almost cried because I cannot forgive myself. With one wrong decision, I put many many beloved family and friends to this situation. They did nothing wrong but trust me and give me everything they got.
As a man and as a good friend of you, I must say I am afraid to be honest. One more mistake will destroy everything and I will never be able to stand up again in this life.
I know well everything is not so smooth and I look slow these days. Please understand me I have many partners to give confidence. Actually many of them don't trust me anymore since they wait one year already and I proved nothing yet.
If I can prove you and me with something reliable this time, even my father will give me another chance.
Take good care until we see again soon.