I think i'm calling your name after a really long time elf elf our side/team member have you been well did anything happen during the time are you eating well you aren't sick anywhere,right? there are man questions i want to ask it's hard to believe this moment so it's hard to express it in word i guess this paper also feels my complicated feelings i don't know how many times i rewrote this it's because i haven't been able to organize what i want to say first now then finally i greet you as SJ leader leeteuk to not to lose the first mindset like now i (introduced myself in debut era), teukki teukki it's leeteukki~! kk anyways, i'd first like to say that i am sorry and that i am thankful do you remember what i said on 2012 october 30th? i told you to wait 21 months, that the time is nothing and told you not to cheat but the 21 months i felt inside(the army) was definitely not a short time but to firmly wait regardless of that, your loyalty i think that it is amazing if someone told me to do it, i wouldn't have been able to i think fans are miracle makers as time passed, whenever i was losing myself and wanted to give up everything because my heart was in pain i was able to endure those times with your prayers and cheers i felt again that things i was able to feel and receive in daily life was happiness and something to be thankful for that i couldn't trade for anything in this world your cheers and blue wave i imagined it all in my head every night,and endured each day; the precious time even if things here on are to go differently than i thought i will work hard to do my very best and be humble in every hour i really wanted to see you i wanted to see you like crazy i really missed you a lot i missed like crazy thank you so much and really sorry i'm really thankful that we are togather in this moment i am thankful that you grabbed my hand so i wouldn't be lonely i hope that we won't forget this beautiful feeling of bring dne and will be together not just for a moment,but for forever i love you love you and love you