I woke up to rainy cloudy day, all warm and snuggly under my bedcovers I fought the urge to stay in bed. But after a few moments I shrugged out from between them. Padded to the bathroom to relieve my screaming bladder, and to wash my face. I stood gazing at myself in the mirror, I was about five or more pounds over-weight and I could tell. The small lumps of fat that covered my hipbones made me grimace... if only I could get those off then I could live with my self image.